I can't even begin to explain the severity of the pain I felt, this being the second time I've had an episode like this, the previous one being on December 3rd which I was hospitalised for. It's beyond scary when it happens and this time was made even worse by the fact that it felt as if my lungs were collapsing and I was gasping for air whilst feeling as though each one of my ribs was being broken at the same time.
I'm terrified of it happening a third time. I don't even want to go to sleep at night because it only seems to happen around half ten when I'm drifting off to sleep. I visited my GP who thinks it may be a gallbladder issue and I'll have to have an ultrasound for gallstones or an inflamed gallbladder - if so I may need surgery but to be honest, anything would be better than experiencing this pain ever again. It's a pain to rival labour and I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.
Baby is the size of a - husk of corn, according to my Ovia pregnancy app. I've changed back to the fruit and veg because I had no idea what the Parisian bakery treats were.
I'm looking forward to - finding an answer as to why I've been having these painful episodes.
My favourite moment was - spending lots of time with Tyler Lee and him falling asleep on my lap on more than one occasion.
I've been feeling - anxious due to that painful episode I experienced again. I really don't want it to happen again.
I've been buying for baby - some gorgeous rainbow and star print sleep suits from Next. I really couldn't resist the rainbows for my rainbow baby. I've also picked up some outfits and photography props for newborn photo shoots.
I'm missing - warm and sunny weather. I'm more than ready for the spring to arrive and perhaps booking a summer holiday!
I'm craving - nothing really, although I won't say no to a mint crisp bar.
I'm loving - making plans for the new baby. I love that I'm having a summer baby.
I've been meaning to - I can finally say that I've found a space to store the baby things for the moment so I haven't been meaning to do anything specific this week.
I can't wait for - the day I get to see the baby again. I'm still waiting for my anomaly scan appointment to come through.