I have to admit I was so emotional when he left on Sunday, I don't know what came over me. I dropped him to the bus in the city and once he had waved goodbye I cried all the way home, I literally could not stop crying. Tyler Lee was looking at me quite strangely with my big red face. I had been cleaning the house all day trying to occupy my mind and make the time go quicker, I don't think I've ever done so much cleaning since the time he's been away, the whole house has had a deep clean!
Thankfully the days are going by quite quickly and Tyler Lee is being good to, he's been going to bed so early (half six last night!) and sleeping in late in the mornings too so he's being very good to me. Tomorrow is my 26th birthday, my last birthday as a mother of one. My mam and I are going to go shopping in the city whilst Tyler Lee is at preschool. I really need to get some new clothes, I'm so sick of my old ones and feel rather uncomfortable in everything too as my bump is so high.
Hopefully next week won't be so emotional and it'll be lovely to have Jacek back. We'll be getting started on organising what will be the nursery and what will be Tyler Lee's new room so we've lots of exciting things ahead.
Baby is the size of a - summer cantaloupe, according to my Ovia pregnancy app.
I'm looking forward to - Jacek coming home on Thursday evening!
My favourite moment was - getting my lovely Mother's Day cards off my boy, he gave me a handmade one from school and picked out a lovely one for me from the shop too.
I've been feeling - really emotional, I don't think I've ever cried so much!
I've been buying for baby - I'm still on a spending ban and I think we have plenty for baby at the moment so I haven't been buying anything.
I'm missing - having Jacek around the house. It's true, you really don't know how much you miss someone until they're gone.
I'm craving - nothing at all, in fact, I'm not very hungry these days.
I'm loving - that my little boy is finally getting better. He's been sick for over two weeks now so it's great to see him slowly getting back to his old self.
I've been meaning to - I've not been meaning to do anything at all because I'm quite organised at the moment, although the next thing on my list is to get my hospital bag ready.
I can't wait for - my next hospital visit next Wednesday. It'll be great to see baby again and I'm firmly crossing my fingers that they're no longer breech.